Crippling Love

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Waiting for your call
Was all excited
Woke up Early
Finished my chores
Fled classes to not to
Fumble your calls

Zealous for the upcoming Conversation
Mind re-winded the possible communication

My ears were hopeful of a pleasant sound
Mind was replaying your memories round

Seconds became minutes
Minutes became hours
Hours passed to days


The excitement turned into anxiety
The call did not come
The dreams never never got to surface

I kept staring the mobile
Hopeful of your promise
Which was never fullfilled
For a message or a call

And the Life went on


Comments

  1. PutulNovember 2, 2017 at 2:57 AM

    Could not have put this feel in a better way !

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  2. AshuMarch 7, 2019 at 4:57 AM

    Great poetic feel exhibition.
    Life goes on exactly in similar fashion unless you followed that deam... One great philoshopher once said, Dream should be not while you are sub or un consious, rather it must be when you are alive fully knowing what you are dreamkng. The next step has to be affirmative about what you dream and being passoonatp about doing something about how you follow the dream till it is fullfilled or rwalused..
    Now this is not an essay on dreaming. It all about life.. The dreams are so so important to being bubbly and animated in life. The child is the father of Man , William Wordsworth said it knowing fully well that chidl inside you will make you a man worth remembering by the family, neighbor s, you society , state , country or even by the whole world. These are very simple reason to be happy in life.
    May be next reply on J may talk about other facets on why it is important to smile and laugh openly without worrying about nousenor other peoplep around you.....

    Thanks for Reading..

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